Is it normal to "like" going through depression?
I've only had depression for a year now, and I secretly want someone to help me. I sort of.... Like depression. Just the feeling of not feeling. Crying over again. The feeling of every dark emotion combined in my soul, twisting it around. I don't have a reason for my depression other than my selective mutism, my friends being mean to me, and my pills that cause depression. I don't know. I don't know what is happening to my mind.