Is it normal to like evil pleasures?
I'm curious to know if I'm the only one who does this...
I sometimes like to think about people getting hurt or how it would be funny to see someone die in creative ways, which I find very pleasurable.
Don't get me wrong I'm not a bad person, and on the outside I'm the sweetest most gayest guy you will meet. (Im into girls by the way.) At the same time, seeing people die in my thoughts makes me feel good in weird ways.
Plus, if someone hurts me either physically or verbally, I kind of like it. I tell myself that it could be worse.
So to keep it short, does anyone like to feel sad, hurt, or the pleasure of evil sometimes?