Is it normal to keep having dreams about a teacher?
I keep having this same dream about an old teacher. It takes place at my elementary school, basically it's a remake of an school day I've had with this teacher but better. I get all of her attention, she shows me more affection then everyone else, and she seems to be on the same page as I am. The end of my dream before I go home, she grabs my arm and tells me to go to her classroom. when im there she sits me down and we talk for hours about almost everything in the world, moments later It's dark outside, she ask me if I could go anywhere in the world where would it be? I tells her somewhere far away from here, somewhere where we can be ourselves but wont get judged. somewhere where im happy and with you. Without futher questioning, we get in her car, while we're in her car all I can do is smile, listen to music and watch her drive. With her I feel so complete and loving every mintue of it. She takes me to miami and we're walking on the beach talking about everything in the world. We're laughing joking and having fun. It feels so right but somehow deep inside I think it's so wrong. Once we get to the hotel room, I wash and shes on the phone I lay on one bed and she lays on another, she tells me from this day forward things will be different. She lets me know I was always her favorite student and shes happy I said something. I tell her I dont wanna be intimate I just want to be more then friends. But I don't want her career or reputation to be trashed because of me and my imagination, then I wake up. I dont know what this dream is telling me, but Ive been having the same dream since I met this teacher back in 2005. I dont know if it's telling me to stay away from her or tell her how I really feel. It's bad enough some are trying to judge me and dont even understand the relationship, which leaves me with should I just let it go and live my life with a "what if " or take the chance and whatever happens happens, regardless if I get embarressed or not?