Is it normal to just carry on your days numb?

i have a great life i work out non smoker no drinker i wuldnt call myself handsome but the girls can't stay away from me i have 2 well paid jobs collage student no kids no gf... but al i feel is like numb it just docent matter i want to feel again but everything is so stupid.. I'm schizophrenic does that have anything to do with it? when i talk to myself i catch myself referring to my self in second person like why did u do that instead of why did i do that ? also everyone says I'm anti social how do stop being an ass & stop pretending that I'm better than everyone else

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  • myownopinions

    Yeah it's a pretty common stage of life. Schizophrenia could be a factor in it, but it's still normal.

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  • lastwolf

    is their a way to feel anything besides hate & anger without drugs? i mane i get soooo elfin mad at myself for vein mad at life for no reason... i fall into this never ending cycle of anger that molds into self hate & hate for happiness like how do u just be normal idk why I'm mad i just am & my fear is that ill die young cause anger eats away years from our lives?

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  • mr.hmm

    Schizophrenia makes you blunted sometimes
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    Stress(college, no gf)
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    maybe depressed(college, no gf)
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    bit of deperson/derealisation - the third person experience, can also be blunting in my experience

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  • Anime7

    Like Buffy, you're just going through the motions. Humans are prone to monotony and it appears that your life has become tedious. When you wake up do you know what you're going to do for the rest of the day? You need to change up your daily cycle and do something that you normally wouldn't. Be social! I would call myself anti-social but I have no problem walking up to strangers and conversing with people. You mentioned that you feel better than other people, well would you feel insulted if an ant called you ugly? A superiority complex can actually help you be more social, all you have to do is realize that you shouldn't care about what people say when they talk about you. I know that this mentality sounds cocky but it's really just a way to deal with the world. In conclusion, change your tedious cycle and break the monotony by becoming a new you and try things that you wouldn't normally.

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