Is it normal to have this much paranoia?
I have a fear of going crazy. So, when I'm not doing anything else, I make myself think that I'm hallucinating when I'm really not so I freak out and think I'm schizophrenic, or something like that. I do it with hearing things, too. I don't actually hallucinate, but I get so scared that I will and when I see symptoms of a serious psychosis problem, I try and find any relevance of them and my actions just so I can find out if I have that problem or not. It scares me half to death, but I'm a normal person. I go to work, go to school, have a steady relationship. Maybe it's just all in my head...