Is it normal to have this in my vagina?
This is an absolutely sincere question, so please no bogus answers... I'm genuinely concerned about this..
I'm 18 years old, and have just recently started being sexual... Haven't had sex yet, but I've been "exploring" down there... I started with just a finger.. then, I got this interesting "tool" that is 2 times smaller than the size of my fiance's dick.. so it can't be passed off as it.. but it was just to get used to something being in there, because I've never even looked down there till recently.. But when I was "feeling around" in there, I felt a bone directly inside.. I pushed on it, and it made my entire lower half hurt.. I ::think:: it's my pelvic bone, but I've looked up every picture possible to find out what it is.. I'm actually afraid that I won't be able to have sex some day because of it.. Because I can't stretch it any further..
So, my question is; Is there something wrong with down there? Will I still be able to have sex normally?
Please don't suggest a doctor or anything, because I literally cannot do that. Trust me, if I could, I would..
Thank you!!