Is it normal to have these thoughts?
Always, if I'm around with people, or out in the city or subway or wherever a lot of humans are, I get thoughts about killing someone in my mind. Not shoot someone but punch and hit kick them until their blood covers the floor and my hands and they are just fucking dead. I think I can control this, but I'm a bit worried about losing control and actually do it, cuz it's not just a thought, it's more like a real fantasy or even a daydream, I'm really into it, and hmm yeah, it depends on the setting. If I'm close to a bush with spikes in it or something like it, my fantasies are about throwing my enemy into this bush and hit him so he fells into these spikes which make him bleed and stuff like that. Wow I've been writing too much, so I hope it's enough information for you to tell me if it's normal or not. (: