Is it normal to have that kind of friendship?
I love my friend, but he said that he wanted me, but didn't want relationship that time, 'cause he didn't know me, or didn't have THAT big feeling in his heart. After that i tried to build some kind of relationship with other man, but suddenly first had a huge butthurt. We are very good friends now, have close relationship and also have sex. but I love him and he can't say nothing about his feelings for a long time!