Is it normal to have such a weird bed time habit?

some nights I'll be lying in bed and suddenly I will think of something really bad happening. I get really upset and then start to run through the events I think would take place after this bad thing, in my head. Sometimes I start crying and talk to myself, as if I'm someone else. The weird thing is It makes me feel better doing this at night. Even though I go to sleep with tears running down my face and very upset. I don't understand why I do it but does anyone else do this??

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  • CountryRoads

    I do this! Sometimes the idea of a loved one dying come into my mind before I go to sleep, and I'll cry and think the whole thing through, from finding out to the funeral. I hate that.

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  • Dark_forest_923

    This happened to me all the time as a child when I was 9 or 10 and i still do it to this day.

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  • GothBabe

    You sound way over sttressed!

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  • I bet it's hard for u to have a steady partner isn't it? I'd freak out if someone I was w did that!

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  • pois0nivy

    Sounds like stress from trying to control every event that happens. Go with the flow. No one is perfect.

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  • czarbennus

    Somethings wrong here dood. I agree it may be the onset of depression, but it sounds to me more like an anxiety attack brought on by you're bedtime routine itself.

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  • 053

    Be thankful, I can't sleep well without running my body down to the point of "I can't make it up the stairs god dammit!"

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  • Stop worrying so much about things. Don't worry, be happy.

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  • DannyKanes

    Umm, no, that's not normal. You should really talk to someone about that, could be the early stages of depression

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