Is it normal to have rude dreams about the pigs on my farm
So abit about me, I have lived and worked on a farm since I was a young child. It started happening when I turned 14, I couldnt stop dreaming about the pigs and them "doing things to me"
These dreams ended up getting the best of me and curiosity killed the cat, or in this case it killed a pig. I went to the barn on a friday evening (admittidly after a few ales), it was stupid of me but i just had to see them, see if what my mind was telling me was real, but then, i fell on one of the pigs, and it died
i was depressed for weeks and i couldnt believe what i had done, but the dreams came back still and they have got worse
i came here mainly to see if anyone has had any pig or animal based dream? and is it normal? I just hope someone understands what I am going through, I cant take it any more, I just want to spend all my time with the pigs, I prefer them to my family and friends, they know the real me and never judge me for being over weight like humans do.
I wish i was a pig.