Is it normal to have ocd but also have a messy room?
A little background info: I was diagnosed with obsessive-compulsive disorder when I was 13, though I have actually been struggling with symptoms since the age of 7. I have been on medication for it for several years. The meds have worked wonders and for the most part I only do a little extra/more vigorous handwashing due to heightened anxiety when I accidentally skip a dose or when I'm having my period (I'm a woman).
Anyway, here's what doesn't make sense: despite a crippling fear of germs that pretty much ruined a good portion of my childhood and teen years, my living space has always been horribly messy.
Papers (several trashbags worth at a given time), piles of clothes, empty food containers, pencil shavings, they're all strewn about my room.
And even without all that stuff, my room feels cramped anyway because of all of my "starter kits" of collections - that is, stuff I started collecting but lost interest in quickly. Examples of my "starter kits" include magazine clippings of my favorite celebrities, Harlequin Romance novels, and DVDs.
Also, I can remember that when I was in elementary school, the teachers made me stay after class to clean my desk because it would get so cluttered that I couldn't fit any more papers in there.
Is this normal? Or could I possibly be a hoarder?