Is it normal to have no motivation for anything including living?

i would love so many things like to have a perfect muscular body.

i dont want to workout, i dont care to have a girlfriend or be married, i dont care about my health, there is too much TOO MUCH in this world. "OH your over eating this and that", "thats not healthy at all." i dont over eat though, i only eat at school and dinner anyways, im not lazy but i dont like sports and thats all there is to do with my brother; sports sports sports, "you dont spend enough time with me or you brother" I DONT LIKE WHAT YOU DO YOUR BORING AND STUPID AS FUCK.

i have no motivation to do schoolwork, the world will fuck you anyway,
why workout im an antisocial asshole anyways,
why should i clean 'your house' when all my stuff is in my room,
why should i clean 'my room' if its MY ROOM, I CAN DO WHAT I WANT WITH IT....

i have no motive for living in a world where your spitfucked as you grow up.
the only reason why i live is because suiciding is weak and pathetic. i am not a coward.

why should i get up in the morning, why should i eat, ill get fat on rice too, why talk to anyone when everyone is so damn selfish and 'special'....

i am not only physically stuck in this life but mentally and spiritually too...

spiritually....oh yeah fuck god....its an asshole

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  • disthing

    You need to find excitement, but you lack the motivation to search for it, which means you remain in a cycle of frustration and apathy.

    If you can muster the motivation to look for what will make you happy, to break the routine and convention to find what suits you, then you might find living more tolerable.

    You might consider suicide cowardly, but wallowing in sorrow and indifference until you die is frankly just as "weak and pathetic".

    My suggestion is - break whatever routine you're in with something drastic and difficult. Move somewhere new, travel, get a new job, take risks. Since you're still in school you might have to tolerate the routine a little longer until you can make that leap.

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  • noid

    OP, sounds like depression is the cause of your difficulties. This is treatable if you are willing to give it a try.

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  • dirtybirdy

    Nobody likes me everybody hates me I guess I'll go and eat worms :(

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    • robbieforgotpw

      C'mon that's not true. Ive got a nice present for you
      *leaves a large steaming brown pile**

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      • dirtybirdy

        Well aren't you just the shit. Thanks buddy.
        *presents you with quilted northern*

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        • robbieforgotpw

          I am the crapping champ. Even a dirty bird can't hold a candle to me. Can a bird hold a candle at all?
          Can I take a dump in the cage or was it just cleaned?

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          • dirtybirdy

            Oh I can hold a candle but im more than happy to let you keep your title of crap champ...and I'm cage free. Your welcome for the tp!!!

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            • robbieforgotpw

              Thank u cute little bird. I have a one track mind.
              Pretty bird, pretty bird... (Petey doesn't respond) I'm leaving this dump...our birds' heads are falling off... Reference to a good movie
              -- which one?

              Mock yeaahh ing yeeaaahh

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    • just_a_freak

      ok can i come

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      • dirtybirdy

        Definitely. I'll swoop you up at 4am. I hope you aren't afraid of heights.

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  • anti-hero

    Oh, if I could just be 14 again for 1 day. I miss that pure hate, so rich and thick. You can spread that kind of hate on a biscuit and it is just so damn good. You can't buy this kind of loathing.

    P.S. Suiciding: I have never heard anyone say that, but I dig it.

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    • just_a_freak

      Thx but im a bit older than 14.

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      • anti-hero

        Just saying.

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  • busstopboxer

    you need to move out of your folks' house, eat some mushrooms and get laid

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    • just_a_freak

      im not that old bro

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  • suckonthis9

    You need to find 'your path'.

    Perhaps, a long walk, in a (more or less) natural environment, will do you well. Please try to do this occasionally (now and then).

    Please do not use the term referring to a fictitious netherworld, as this is Archaic and obsolete.

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    • robbieforgotpw

      Ten demerits for continual excessive use of parentheses and brackets. Please try to communicate more coherently 9.

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      • suckonthis9

        Please define, "excessive use of parentheses and brackets".

        At least, I try to express myself clearly (without the use of 'unnecessary' brackets and parentheses).

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  • Terence_the_viking

    For someone with no motivation you sure did make a long post.

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    • just_a_freak

      lolz...i ramble when i talk about my feelings (which is never so u see why)

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