Is it normal to have no motivation for anything including living?
i would love so many things like to have a perfect muscular body.
i dont want to workout, i dont care to have a girlfriend or be married, i dont care about my health, there is too much TOO MUCH in this world. "OH your over eating this and that", "thats not healthy at all." i dont over eat though, i only eat at school and dinner anyways, im not lazy but i dont like sports and thats all there is to do with my brother; sports sports sports, "you dont spend enough time with me or you brother" I DONT LIKE WHAT YOU DO YOUR BORING AND STUPID AS FUCK.
i have no motivation to do schoolwork, the world will fuck you anyway,
why workout im an antisocial asshole anyways,
why should i clean 'your house' when all my stuff is in my room,
why should i clean 'my room' if its MY ROOM, I CAN DO WHAT I WANT WITH IT....
i have no motive for living in a world where your spitfucked as you grow up.
the only reason why i live is because suiciding is weak and pathetic. i am not a coward.
why should i get up in the morning, why should i eat, ill get fat on rice too, why talk to anyone when everyone is so damn selfish and 'special'....
i am not only physically stuck in this life but mentally and spiritually too...
spiritually....oh yeah fuck god....its an asshole
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