Is it normal to have no emotions and purpose of life ?
I am 19 male in a very prestigious engineering Institute.
The problem I face is that I don't feel any kind of emotion and feelings and sensitivity . And what's worse that I don't even try to fake them.
I think that reason of their un-social nature is that I don't find this society going anywhere. I don't like the intellect of people. I don't like people falling emotions and then asking me that why I don't respond to them emotionally like why I don't ask about their health. These things just don't mean anything to me.
Another consequence of this is that I don't feel like doing anything in my life. No job. No family and children.
Also I don't believe in God. But sometime I get the feeling that there is afterlife and maybe that may be more important or less waste. I fail to understand the grand purpose of life (mine and entire human race).
This feeling was has been even increased after watching fight club. I got the notion by that movie that our life is useless.