Is it normal to have necrophilliac fantasies - i am a loner, shy

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I am 18 years old and am a virgin and have not had a girlfriend. I have suffered from a lot of social anxiety as well as fears of death and the worst to happen to me which began many years ago due to bullying and other problems in my life.

Although with all this as well as too being a Christian background where I was told many times on the evil of lust or the evil of looking at a women with lust; I have developed when I am alone, fantasy thoughts of necrophillia as well as rape. So I have developed taboo sexual thoughts and I have even browsed the internet and gone on fantasy sites where people act out this behaviour.

I am a shy person and find it hard to connect to females or socialize around them.

So could this be the reason I have these taboo fantasies, as well as suffering from anxiety and fear of death within the past which has now completely turned it around into a paraphillia sexual mental disorder?

I thought of myself as a good person with a good heart many years ago though I no longer see myself as this anymore as I feel I am lurking so much on the dark side of humanity.

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  • Hamid37USA
    10 years ago

    I wish I sell you last wife instead had trade for mule.

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  • quentari
    10 years ago

    having a fantasy doesn't necessarily mean you would ever want to act on it, or if presented with the opportunity doesn't mean you'd like it in real life.

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  • davesumba
    10 years ago

    Completely normal. I find that I am turned on by situations that are more likely to actually happen, than strictly fantasies. It seems like the only chance you think you have at sex is fucking a dead body or raping someone. You need to give yourself more credit, it is WAY easier to get girls than you think, and they want your dick just as much as you may want their pussy.

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  • Maya05
    10 years ago

    We can't always help what we fantasize about. As long as you don't act upon these fantasies without consent from the other person then I don't see anything wrong with that. There are SO many people with strange fetishes/fantasies, I have my own strange fantasy that I'm ashamed to admit to even myself that I am into it, but I can't change who I am.

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    • Maya05
      10 years ago

      I'm actually surprised at how many times I've heard rape being a fetish for people. It seems strangely common in terms of fetishes. And I'm talking about both sides, people liking the idea of them doing it to someone and others liking the idea of being raped.
      And (much like many other fetishes) I'm sure many wouldn't enjoy it if they were in the real situation that they have no control of.

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