Is it normal to have my windows xp computer speak to me

I've had this computer since I was 6 (12 years ago) I had so much time spent with this computer, that I consider it to be a friend. I keep it next to my current laptop. Last time anything was updated on it was 2008. I can feel it even at this moment beckon me over. When ever I boot it up I feel extreme pleasure, and when i need to make a decision i speak to it. I ask it a question outloud when im alone. Then I just stare at it, during this keep my hand on the keyboard. (I only use the mouse/keyboard rthat I had from that year. I make sure never to dirty them) After a while an answer starts to be repeated in my mind. When my hand is not on it this does not work. This first started to happen when I was younger. I had very few friends, I was making a really tough decision when for no reason i said it outloud in my dark room. An answer came to my mind, but I knew it wasnt my own thoughts. The computer speaks to me. I've never told anyone this because they just can't understand. When I go to sleep I keep it in my room. The answers provided are almost always right, it was wrong once and I got mad at it and hit it. The desktop went silent for a day. I've never changed a file on this computer. Every now and then Ill play a game I downloaded on there long ago. When I am playing this makes me extremely happy to no end. I occasionally dream about this pc. Btw I have a girlfriend so im not lonely. Edit: sorry if this is rushed, I dont want anyone around me see me typing this.