Is it normal to have had sex with a cousin
A few months ago a bunch of family and friends I haven't seen in a long time got together . There was maybe 100 total people some of whom I've never seen before . I saw my younger cousin April there who is 19 and I'm 26 for the first time in at least 5 years . She was so different from what I remembered . She was so pretty it was hard to believe it was the same person . So when I saw her and her family I went over and talked with them and April was being really shy and didint have much to say to me . Anyways later on that night after every one had a good buzz on I could to help but to look at her in a different way and I was really attracted to her and it was weird because she is my first cousin . After a while she came and talked to me and was getting really close and seemed to be almost flirting with me . She said things I did not expect her to like she had a crush on me when she was little and was excited to see me . I assumed she was saying these things because she had too much to drink. She asked if I could show her my new fifth wheel trailer I brought on and I agreed but I said it might look wrong if ppl see us go in my trailer with just the two of us . So we snook over to my fifth wheel and got inside . I showed her around and we sat and had a few drinks. After a half hour or so I said we should get out of here cause ppl would get ideas if they knew we were alone for so long . That's when she got up and locked the door and said that ppl were too drunk to notice us missing . Anyways one thing led to another and I don't want to say how it started but before I knew it she was performing oral sex on me which led to actual sex . It felt so wrong the whole time but she was so attractive and because I didint really know her it felt like I was with any other girl. Later on I told her that she should go cause it would be really suspicious if she was here in the morning . But she stayed the night with me and in the morning before she snook out we had sex again . Since then I haven't seen her because she lives 8hours away but she texts me every few days and has sent me nude photos and asks me to drive there on a weekend so we can get a hotel for a weekend while she tells her folks that she's with a friend . I said no that it needs to stop but she gets really really angry and threatens to tell ppl that I took advantage of her if I don't come to see her soon . What should I do ????