Is it normal to have fluctuating morals
I'm not sure if its just me or if everyone is like this.
It seems my thinking cycles between alturism and psychopathy.
Now I understand most people do good and bad things, thats not quite what I am getting at.
When I feel alturistic I want to help the world and I care deeply about others and am willing to make sacrifices to help others. I don't like to even kill bugs and am polite and kind to everyone.
When I feel psychopathic I don't give a shit about anyone but myself. I am rude, arrogant, and am especially disgusted by other peoples worthless feelings. I become sadistic and mean and haven no emotion whatsoever including guilt, anxity or sympathy. What I can still feel at times is annoyance and humor.
I also have periods between these where I'm not necessarily either.
I've been diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder and in case you don't know what that is it is a cyclic psychological condition similar to bipolar with added symptoms of cyclic psychosis. However my morals fluctuate indepently from my mood or psychotic symptoms. I don't know if it is part of the schizoaffective, or something else, or just a normal part of the human thought process.