Is it normal to have flashbacks/out of body experiences
Lately I have been having weird flashbacks/ images which are increasingly scary to me and generally make me feel very uncomfortable. I will suddenly have an image in my mind of people looking at me fearfully and talking to me calmly as if they are scared I might do something, or people being fearful for me, such as if I ran away and they found me, or if I tried to commit suicide - accompanied by these feelings that are horrible and uncomfortable for me. I can't quite explain it, but usually the people are my parents or family, and they are always talking to me in a weird calm way which makes me cringe and generally feel really repulsed by the situation. They can be triggered by anything, but I am concerned as recently I picked up a knife and was very tempted to cut this electrical lead in half, (just like a charger than isn't plugged into anything XD) and I got a horrible flashback/ dreamlike image again! It is closely linked with the thoughts of if I tried to kill myself (wtf right? I'm the happiest person I know lol) and they stopped me, but I am not depressed in fact I recently have been over the moon as I met someone amazing! I do have anxiety and I really struggle with Emetephobia, However, my life is really great and I am very happy with where I am and what I'm gonna do in the future!! I wanna work in a zoo :D I am moving up to college soon and this means separating from my friends which is very worrying. I also recently got a moped and now I kind of feel like everytime I leave the house on it my life is in my hands ! It is very worrying. I also do believe in the paranormal and it really interests me, I know some people do not and they will think I'm insane but I've been thinking maybe someone is trying to communicate with me?