Is it normal to have feelings for my stepdad this way?
I lived with my boyfriend for nearly a year. After splitting up twice with him I now know it is for good and I have moved back in with my mom and stepdad. Saturday morning, even though I had a chance to sleep in, I woke up early. Getting ready to shower I went down the hall for towels and my mom opened their door and didn't realize she left me a view of my stepdad and neither did he. I would have just immediately turned my head but I just stared at the size of his penis that was just swinging. Although I've been with five other guys, none of them hard were even close to my stepdad's size soft. It might have been hard but it was just swinging and twice their size. I'm not saying I want to sleep with my stepdad, but I just can't get over the size of his penis. Mom and I have always been able to talk but I can't bring myself to tell her I saw his penis and have thoughts about it whether they're sexual or not. Are there any other 22 year olds going through this?