Is it normal to have fantasys of your own death?

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My first memory of it was when I was in year 1, I was on holiday at the time, and I started to wonder what happened after death, and how I could kill myself. Over the years I came to believe that there was no life after death, and still cintinued these thoughts, which can only be described as fantasys, of how I would kill myself, themes would occur, and the same scenarios would be played over and over in my mind. Now I have no intentions to die, in fact, I really don't want to, I love my life a lot of the time. So... Please tell me IIN, and can I stop it?

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  • ZinZin
    12 years ago

    WOW...I still think..what if there is no heaven or hell? Where WILL we go after death.I also think what is outside the solar system? You know..If we go further and further away fromthe solar system where do we end up? Although no on will EVER find that out anyway. I always imagina a white space with nothing in it.. :P

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  • GoraIntoDesiGals
    12 years ago

    If you're picked at school shoot your bullies first. I regret I didn't had a gun when I was in high school because after years of being a victim of bullying I've never been able to achieve much in life and will probably end up killing myself anyway. I should have shot them and then me. I totally condone columbine and cal tech. Until they're able to stop bullies, spare their victims high school or find whatever solution these actions are a necessary evil.

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  • b17ftw
    12 years ago

    I often want to commit suicide, just for the after math, not just because im depressed (which I am). I always thought it would be fun to put a gun barrel in my mouth, and feel the wonderful feeling of a bullet passing through my brain... It would probably feel all tingly, maby a sharp pain. Then my blood splatters all over the place, making a bloody mess. :) Then everyone at school is all like "Oh i wish i didn't pick on him LOL"

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  • awkwardali
    13 years ago

    I either have had fantasies of suicide, or just normal death. Like...car accidents, plane crash, OD, somehow hitting my head, being hit by a car, falling, slipping/tripping, someone else killing me, or some animal, or dying of some disease.
    YUP. I've imagined it all xD
    I think it's pretty normal, but I could be horribly wrong.

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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago

    No, mcdougle, i'm not retarded, but thanks for the huge bit of help there. Thanks, it seems to be a less common thing then, but not something really weird or wrong with me, which makes me feel a little safer tvh xD thanks =P

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  • Angry_Salad
    13 years ago

    Only time i used to do that is to wonder how people would react when i died. :P

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  • wayfarer
    13 years ago

    I wouldn't call them fantasies, but ok.

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  • aussiejames
    13 years ago

    Me too. I regularly imagine a rope comiing out of thin air, wrapping itself around my neck a couple of times with the end trailing loose then snapping so taught that it breaks my neck. Even when i don't conjure up such mental imagery i always have that underlying feeling of wishing i wasn't alive and often think that if it wasn't for my wonderful pet dog i probably would not be. But hey thats severe depression for you.

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  • rockerxchick313
    13 years ago

    I feel the same way. It really sucks.

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  • mcdougle
    13 years ago

    are you retarded

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