Is it normal to have fantasys about brutally murdering someone
ive only hade the corage to tell my best friend. havent told anybody else, when im with friends at work and have something in my hand, something sharp. i get the urge to stab them and watch their blood spew, stare in to their eyes while they take their last breath. i want to do this to almost everybody but not my loved ones. i know how i would get rid of the body... i know the perfect murder. but dont get me wrong ive never done it, afraid of getting cought going to jail and i problaly never will do it but i get this almost unmanagble urge to just do it and f**k life. ive kinda told everybody but said it as a joke afraid of getting aboned, well almost everybody hates me but i dont care its just my personality i cant do anything about it, im not likable. i seem normal but inside me is a someone. who has the thirst for blood. i wonder just how easy it would just be to stab. just one quick movement and blood starts pouring. but id never do it. i dont wanna go to jail or dissipoint my loved ones, tho it would be satisfying to see the fear in my enemys eyes before they come to their brutal end. please tell me is there something wrong with me! again, im not going to do it in real life.
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