Is it normal to have fantasys about brutally murdering someone

ive only hade the corage to tell my best friend. havent told anybody else, when im with friends at work and have something in my hand, something sharp. i get the urge to stab them and watch their blood spew, stare in to their eyes while they take their last breath. i want to do this to almost everybody but not my loved ones. i know how i would get rid of the body... i know the perfect murder. but dont get me wrong ive never done it, afraid of getting cought going to jail and i problaly never will do it but i get this almost unmanagble urge to just do it and f**k life. ive kinda told everybody but said it as a joke afraid of getting aboned, well almost everybody hates me but i dont care its just my personality i cant do anything about it, im not likable. i seem normal but inside me is a someone. who has the thirst for blood. i wonder just how easy it would just be to stab. just one quick movement and blood starts pouring. but id never do it. i dont wanna go to jail or dissipoint my loved ones, tho it would be satisfying to see the fear in my enemys eyes before they come to their brutal end. please tell me is there something wrong with me! again, im not going to do it in real life.

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  • mattmass

    Not really, but it's not normal to spell like a 5 year old if you're over 18. 1/10

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  • seekelp

    I liked this post, but it could've used some more spelling mistakes. 7.5/10.

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  • donteatstuffoffthesidewalk

    it were the perfect murder till yall went blabbin on the fuckin internets bout it

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  • mattmass

    You're a fucking idiot David I say apple, you say applie, I say garage, you say garagie, I say fuck you, you say I cut myself, but really you just scratch your fingers.

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  • Aries

    I have lot's of violent urges and fantasies because I am naturally very violent in nature inside me . I grew up this way but It's something more of my past that I try to supress and be more normal . I also know it's wrong to use violence for little to no reason if any at all . I do still have the fantasy and urges though .. I also plan murders as a hobby for the game of it , the intellectual side of ... could I in this day and age get away with a murder and if so .. how easily and how many ? .. once apon a time it was much easier to kill someone and not be caught . I enjoy these sort of books and movies also .. the zodiac killer and previous guys are almost inspiring to me but .. it is definitely fucked up because these were innocent people killed . I admire the murders none the less .. maybe I am fucked? and this is my own battle to fight within but it's definitely exciting . When someone aggravates me or rubs me the wrong way , first thing I think about is doing something violent to them .. it blows my mind how ignorant and oblivious they are .. I could truly damage them in an instant and they don't even acknowledge it

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  • afrodita

    Me too, and I find killers attractive. But i don't want to waste my life in jail so when I think about it I try to refuse what i'm thinking. But i am a little squeamish so I think I can't really kill. I search about murders all the time and I'm a little obsessed. I don't know if it's normal but you're not the only one.

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  • anyone could murder anyone and not get caught , you're nothing special

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