Is it normal to have become revolved around my boyfriend?
Everything I do now is based on him. I have become obsessed and crazy. We have been together for a year and 7 months now. I use to hang out with my friends at the beginning but now I just sit at home everyday and wait for him to arrive from work. I don't let him go with his friends anymore because I dont trust him because of the things he has done since we have been together. The thing is, I do not understand why he still lives with me. He recently told me he was unhappy. So I told him last night if he is unhappy then why doesnt he leave. He said because he loves me but if he is unhappy why would that matter if he loves me? Wouldnt he rather be happy, alone and living a better life? And I know he does love me because trust me, what we have gone through, he would of left a long time ago if he didnt. We were perfect at the beginning, he use to care more and was nicer, so was I. Sometimes when we have our talks he says he wished I could be how i was when we first met. I wish I could be the same as before too but I don't know how. I don't even understand how i changed. I know that the right thing to do is for us to seperate but can not accept it. And when it does happen, I won't know what the hell to do with my life. I am so attached to him. I really need help and someone to talk to and to give more details to about our relationship, I would say them here but just trying to get the main point out. I don't have anyone to talk to anymore so please help. Oh and by the way, he is a scorpio so it makes sense why he likes to keep to himself more and not discuss his emotions with anyone and at times he is VERY stubborn.