Is it normal to have an urge to kill while having depersonalization

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I have the lingering urge to kill or harm other people and I also have depersonalization disorder (which is the feeling of everything around you being unreal or like a dream). I'm not angry or have had any bad memories that are linked to it. I'm actually very calm when I think about it. I have had dreams where I would just stab someone, unprovoked, and then suddenly panic about how much trouble I would get in, but not about how I had just stabbed someone. I can control this urge very well unless I am already harming someone to begin with, in which case I will, on occasion, push it too far. I also don't care a lot about the feelings of others and am usually very self-centered. Could these be caused by the depersonalization disorder or am I just really screwed up in the head?

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  • [Old Memory]
    12 years ago

    u are probly deplete in the neural connections to the frontal lobe, i cant remember the activity that stimulates regrowth or new pathways but its new research

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