Is it normal to have all those thoughts?
I am sick of the world. My friends are fake, my girlfriends are also fake. Nothing but masks they are wearing. They only care about theirselves. And you know how? They want to be what the others think is good and cool. Nobody is hisself. Everyone's faking it, just to be cool before other's eyes. They fake love, friendship, empathy just to be popular and for everyone to think they are great. Even the very few who are not like this like the people who do. Everything is fake and I try to fight it, but I can't. If only I could take all people's problems, and I mean especially those who really deserve it, and put them on myself. I care about everyone, I can understand everyone, I'm sad when someone is sad, I'm happy when someone is happy and I feel so damn stupid about it. Everyone cares how many they have fucked, how many friends they have on Facebook, if they hear to the right music, if they dress according to the fashion, if they are popular at school and especially with girls. I'm sick of it! But I can't do anything. And now, there is that girl with the serious health problem, and I wish I could die and she gets rid of it. But I can't! I'm so lonely with all those thoughts and there's nothing I can do.... :(:(:(:(:(:((:(