Is it normal to have a rape fetish (to this extent)

I posted this before but like one person replied lol so I'm gonna post it one more time. Sorry.

Yeahh so.
I'm a female and have a rape fetish but I don't think it's to a normal extent. I don't want to "roleplay" with safe words and shit like that. I mean I guess I WOULD but that's not really the main appeal.

I'm genuinely aroused by situations that would be actually bad for me. For example, I was invited to hang out with a guy earlier. I didn't go over there because I felt he wouldn't take no for an answer, and I have a boyfriend, but if I didn't have a boyfriend and he took advantage of me I'd be traumatized obviously but also extremely aroused.

I get really aroused when men do things to me that they "shouldn't." When someone had sex with me when I kept passing out I was extremely aroused (i dated him after it was a disaster), and when someone else stealthed me, held me down and hit me, I was also really aroused.

I've had a lot of sexual trauma as a kid that probably isn't normal. Is this a normal reaction?

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79% Normal
Based on 14 votes (11 yes)
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Comments ( 5 )
  • Imafriendyrock

    You'd be surprised how many girls get off to this. Trust me, you aren't alone in this fetish

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  • Normal.

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  • ChrissySnow

    Umm... Well... since I'm a LOT like you, you are normal to me

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  • John671671

    Nobody wants to be raped. They may wanna be “taken “. Believe me, you don’t wanna be a violent sexual assault victim. Get with your male friends to satisfy your sexual fantasies.

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  • newnormal

    Of course i can even do this to you

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