Is it normal to have a rape fetish?
For the record, let it be said that I am neither a psychopath nor a sociopath. My empathy for other people is fully developed and realized. Like most people, I believe abuse is wrong.
I also happen to be an incredibly dominant female with a penchant for males that are small in bodily size and meek in character.
I do happen to have this odd fantasy fetish, however, of abusing males that seems to stem from my more normal fetish of objectifying them. Yelling at them, beating them, insulting them, sexually harassing them, and even assaulting them sexually.
The fetish manifests itself most commonly as one of the many, many, many sexual images that pass through my brain in a single day. It will also surface very frequently in my fiction and sometimes in my artwork. The focus in all this imagery is actually on the suffering of the victim in question. I experience a strange mixture of arousal and sympathy.
I've never exercised my abuse fetish on a male in real life, nor have I shared it with one.
I'm pretty convinced that just having this fetish alone isn't enough to make me a nut, but I haven't yet met anyone else who felt the same.
Your opinions?