Is it normal to have a rape fantasy

Rape aka surprise sex, ill help ya out.

don't meet up with strangers for "rape play" - it may be more than what you bargained for.

instead, i recommend joining an adult community where you can meet up and socialize first and find someone who will respect your "code words"

Maybe youll get two surprises and your rapist will have HIV.

The fantasy is normal and common.
Living it out is dangerous.

If you _DO_ want to do that, have a trustworthy friend set it up for you. Have that friend be the "regisseur" that decides when and who(heck, if you want this more often, you could probably even charge them hefty sums of money), and most importantly, CHECKS the ID of the potential rapist. Also do agree on a save word. Seriously, do yourself a favor and play it somewhat save.

Wow...I know someone who would rape me now and he'd do it with lotsa creepie crawlies too...mummmmmm, i just can't wait. Thinkin about it makes me all tingly inside.

I have been raped-it was awful...Its not normal AT ALL

Normal, but be careful just how far you wan to take this.