Is it normal to have a gay crush on an active christian man?
I'm a senior in high school, and I have been a member of my school's Bible Club for four years, mostly because my friends are active Christians. They were completely supportive when I came out, and we've only grown stronger as friends since I did. However, the adviser of the Bible Club has not shown much support for GSA, nor has he mentioned the gay community in our meetings, a topic you'd think would be mentioned in a high school bible club. That is not the issue. The question I have, is it healthy that I constantly fantasize about stripping this man nude and pounding him like a rabbit, even though a) he's a teacher, b) he's roughly 30 years my senior, and c) he's a huge evangelical that probably thinks I'm a sexual deviant? Is it just my gain and no harm to him, or am a delusional pervert?