Is it normal to have a fetish for bees
Is it normal that I have an obsession/ fetish with bees? I am a 21 year old woman and all I can think about is bees. At first it started out as an innocent joke between my friend and I, but it quickly escalated into something I couldn't have imagined. I think about bees from when I wake up to the moment I go to sleep. But now even at night I dream of the bees. I love anything that has to do with bees. One of my favorite things ever is 'The Bee Movie' starring Barry the bee. Please don't call me crazy but every night I fall asleep listening to the bee movie soundtrack on YouTube. I have been known to loose control of my actions during these times of watching, and go into this trancelike state where I repeatively scream the line from the movie, "save the bees" I need help. It's taking over my social life. I'm loosing all my friends because I only want to stay inside and work on my bees. And by that I mean take a video on snapchat and add tons of bee emojis until the screen is covered. I need help. Please comment on how I can stop or at least control this addiction. I'm completely serious so please no rude comments. I'm just a young woman looking for help.