Is it normal to have a desire to kill people

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Its nothing big and I suspect that many other people have experienced these urges. But whenever I am sitting at a bar or hanging out with friends, or even when I am alone listening to music I have this strong desire to kill people. I personally think that it is a thought many people have had. But when I spoke of it to a friend he insisted that he never had such ideas, nor did he think they were normal. I am not afraid of any serious illnesses that I may or may not posess, I don't want to torture anyone or stuff like that. Just clean straight slices, or breaking someone's skull. It has fascinated me for as long as I can remember. When I am sitting with a friend I often think of how it could be so easy to remove yet one more organism from this world. But like I said, I am not a sadist. I don't care for the person to feel pain or any sort of emotion at all. I merely want to see them die by my hand, as clean and relaxed as possible. Smelling the wounds is something that I often find myself thinking about. A freshly cut wound, a nice straight line from the neck to the belly button, place my nose over the gash and just inhale and enjoy the "Hidden" smells. My last real recurring thought is to create a big cut on the back and seperate the skin so it looks like it has wings. Sort of an artistic view, making angels, elevating an organism to that which it has wanted to be for so many years.

That about sums up my daily thougts. I am sure you'll find that there is nothing out of the ordinary but I am wondering what your recurring ideas and fantasy's are. The person whom I spoke to really klings to this idea that it is a forbidden thought. He is the one who directed me to this website.

I am curious to see your suggestions.

Forever yours,

Anonimity

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  • RoseIsabella
    9 years ago

    So you're a sociopath. If you kill someone I hope you get caught. Have a nice day.

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  • [Old Memory]
    9 years ago

    You don't have these thoughts due to wanting to do them, you have them because you want to be a cliche killer that you see on television. The phrases you use and the forced feeling of you trying to seem sophisticated, especially that "forever yours" part just screams "I want to be the killed on TV" rather than "I may be a real life future killer.

    I've known people like you and you're the type of person that we've seen on here before and you all follow the same script.

    Also, how you use the "I'm sure everyone does this obvious thing others don't do" tactic to try give the false appearance that you think this is normal to fool people in to thinking you're not trying to achieve the attention of being a would-be killer is very noticable as fake, atleast to me it is. It's something most of the wannabe-killers on this site do when posting the same thing.

    My advice, if you want to actually seem like a soon to be killer would be to cut out the cliche sophisticated, unneeded over-descriptive phrases, and just seem like an average person on the web. It's called a cliche for a reason and most people that genuinly want to try kill people aren't this sophisticated wannabe, they tend to just be aggressive and a bit slow on the ball.

    Just sayin'.

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  • thegypsysailor
    9 years ago

    Another (or perhaps the same one who posts this tripe often) troll post.

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  • alienslayer
    8 years ago

    Your not the only one.

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  • hermione
    9 years ago

    Hmmm . hand your self in to the police and tell them the same thing.

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  • wistfulmaiden
    9 years ago

    I've never really wanted to kill anyone. I have however wanted to humiliate them...but only for revenge.
    You mention just wanting to kill random people, I don't think it's normal at all, sorry. If they did something awful to you maybe but not for little to no reason. Certainly not normal to think if carving up bodies and slicing them up.
    Maybe you should work as a butcher if you like the smell of blood.

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  • reality1984
    9 years ago

    Why waste energy hating people, instead you shouldn't be fucking with some people, I've learned why let people in your mind-space.

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  • [Old Memory]
    9 years ago

    I think most people have homicidal thoughts at times. Unless you actually plan on killing people for no or little reason, you should be fine.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      9 years ago

      Exactly, I think that most people are just trying to live up to idiotic, non-existant, moral standards to convince themselves that they are "Good" people. As frederick nische said in Beyond good and evil: "A living being seeks abouve all else to discharge its strength, Life itself is will to power."

      People are just too busy trying to see themselves as the white knights that they don't allow themselves to think and explore this form of art or at least curiosity

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      • Justsayinso
        6 years ago

        Some people want to die, some people want to kill...too bad the two can't partner up.

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