Is it normal to have a crush on randle mcmurphy?

IIN I have no idea who Randle is and am too lazy to Google his name but not too lazy to type this useless comment?

McMurphy is the quintessential outsider (well, I guess the "Stranger" from Camus' book of the same name might have him beat) who comes across as a bit of a bad boy with swagger etc *when surrounded by a bunch of "broken" people*. If you've only seen the movie then read the book to get a better sense. His only redeeming aspect is that he points out the errors in a broken system. McMurphy is the kind of guy you could handle as an observer, but I bet if you knew someone like him you'd constantly want to punch that person in the face.

im a striaght guy and i do

I can understand the fascination with the character of Randall McMurphy. I think I would rather be friends with him in the nut house or be like him but, I'm not sexually attracted to Jack Nicholson in any way. I also sure as hell wouldn't want a lobotomy.