Is it normal to have a crush on a former probation officer?

So a few years ago I was under the supervision of a local probation office. Without giving away too much personal information that could end up with me being exposed, I was in that office a LOT. So I got to know the POs fairly well. One of them was a woman who was only 2 years older than me, and she was beautiful and just my type. She was not my officer, I was assigned to someone else. But at first I was just attracted to her, and then one day I was doing community service in the building and got to talk to her in her one on one for a while, and had a really good conversation. (maybe I'm just trippin, but I feel like after that day she MIGHT have had a tiny interest in me, but I'm not going to type it all out here. That would be giving away too much personal info. And I might have been just crazy and too hopeful)

But yeah, I had a huge crush on her. The thing is, sometimes I catch myself thinking about her to this day, and it's been like 3 years. I'll catch myself fantasizing about if things had turned out differently, if I had done what I was supposed to do and not gone to jail, then maybe we could have had a life together and ended up in a relationship once my probation was over. I think about kissing her, having sex with her, everything that goes along with a relationship and even marriage, I have fantasized about. For some reason, I just can't get her out of my mind, even to this day. IIN?