Is it normal to hate your whole family ?
Whenever im around my parents or family i feel out of place and fake like im pretending to be someone else. But when im at school, with my friends or even with complete strangers i feel relaxed open and like im myself. Its really so drastic of a change that i hate being around them. My family isnt very supportive of me but they arent mean to me either. I have no curfew, i dont really ask for permission and if i need something they usually give it to me if they can - so its not necessarily how they treat me, i just cant be around them.
i started noticing this the most when i was twelve and i started playing guitar. I never get nervous playing for people ( even for important events like my college auditions) but if i know my family is around i get very awkward and shy almost.
Is this normal?