Is it normal to hate your own mother?
I never hated my mother, until after I was after 4 or 5 years old. She was a loving mother, a mother that I could snuggle up next to, a mother I would go near. But she started to change, when she was pregnant with my sister. She has been very cruel to me, she would hit me if I did something wrong (even little things). I would cry a lot. Then there are times where she is nice, buying me things but I know that is not going to last. I would pray a lot and ask God why is my mom like this. I wish I could move out. She change and gotten worse, her temper is uncontrollable, even my dad couldn't stand her sometimes. She would complain about me a lot and showed more care to my siblings than me. As I was going through 'the change', I was more stressed. She rarely hits me anymore but she hurts me verbally. She would get mad over the little things, I would get angry over almost everything she yells at me, I want to stand up for myself but I was afraid she wouldn't understand and would say that I hate her and I was ungrateful. I cry often and try to remember the times that I loved her but now I'm not sure anymore. She would discourage me and make me feel uncomfortable. I wish I could just lash it all out at her. Tell me is it wrong to feel like this at the age of 14?