Is it normal to hate your brother?
Ok, so today I got in a fight with my younger brother (he's 12yrs old).
This week I've been way more annoyed with him than usual, normally it's just little fights here and there but this week I really... Want to just punch him. He's whiney, scared of everything, acts so sweet, blames everything on me, cries ALOT, he's rude to family, has the worst annoying squeaky voice, acts tough around his friends but is really a baby girl around my family, says he's better than me at everything and never leaves me alone! I swear I ask him a million times to go away but he just won't! Idk how he has friends cause he's always rude, and cocky AF. He's always getting in my way, once he started assistant coaching on my softball team and guess what. The girls liked him better then me.
I don't hate him to the point where I want to kill him like some of these but I just ugh! I try telling my parents but they say the samething every time "he's just twelve give him a break" or "he only annoys you because he looks up to you and loves you. Be nicer." Like no. It makes me want to rip my throat out. They turn me complaining about my brother in to it being my fault. AGH. I actually am starting to think I'm the troubled one. So confused I want him to go away, or I want to move out but I can't right now. Just, is this normal? Will I learn to coupe or is this somehow my fault?
Idk thanks.