Is it normal to hate that i'm straight?
I am a straight male, always have been. But the longer I live, the more I sorely with I was bisexual. People always joke that I secretly like dick and I am just scared yo admit it, when in reality, I wish I was. It is so hard to get women in bed and sex with them can get kind of dull. Variety is the spice of life, but I can't make myself bi no matter how much I attempt to jack off to gay porn. I always get turned off and weirded out by dicks and get never get a boner. Its so frustrating because people are always like 'I bet you secretly lile dick' and it just rubs it in even more. I hate being straight!!!