Is it normal to hate talented people?
I'm a music major in college and I play the saxophone. I've played it for about ten years. When I graduate, I want to play in an Air Force band for a living. I work really hard at it. I practice about four hours a day everyday. More on weekends. This guy who is mainly a piano player has only been playing sax for about three or four years as a secondary instrument. He's almost as good as me. It makes me so angry. My greatest desire is to play saxophone in the military. It makes me feel stupid for having my dream. What if there are a bunch of other people out there just like him and I can't make it in? It only makes me want to work harder. It's maddening and frightening.