Is it normal to hate sex?
Okay so in my last posts I explained a bunch of weird stuff but in this one I really need to know if its normal. I hate sex, I hate the way it makes me act and the way I feel because of it. My mind hates it, It makes me feel really dirty like im doing something wrong and everyones gonna think Im a whore. bla bla pretty normal so far. but the weird thing is that, No matter how much I hate it and how much sex makes me wanna die, I cant stop. My body needs it. I feel the need to do the sex, rough and painful. do it until I cant feel anything and I cant fucking taste colors and see sound. thats an exaggeration but whatever. its like im trying to punish myself, I have no idea if this is normal or not. but it sucks sometimes. tell me what you guys think please