Is it normal to hate my girlfriends sexual history
i didnt lose my virginity until sophomore year of college i was 20 at the time. i had made out with girls in college but never went all the way until her. anyway i hate her sexual history she lost her virginity drunk to a friend in one of her classes and had 5 sexual partners some were one night stands and some were fuck buddies as she calls them. i had some hangups with sex and was scared to have sex until i got therapy. i was aware of her wild freshman year in college in fact i used to pickup her hungover ass off the floor and drag her to her dorm room after one of her one night stands. i really hate her sexual history i really hate it. i am so jealous she got to have a threesome and i didnt and she got to have sex in a college dorm room and i didnt and that she got to have sex her freshman year of college. we both graduated but i wish i could go back and have sex my freshman year of college and have sex in a dorm room and have casual sex. i should also mention we are both considering marriage but theres no way i am going to marry her unless i get some other action. our sex life is fine now we have sex everyday how can i get over her sexual history i love her we are like the male and female version of each other but i just cant get over her sexual history should i cheat on her