Is it normal to hate my boyfriend but won’t leave him

Run, Barry. Run!

Really though get the fuck out. Sexting is cheating.

Abusive people often lovebomb to convince the abused person in the relationship to stay.

Those condoms? He's fucking other women. You're trying to convince yourself he's not a cheating abusive prick but you know he is. The sooner you tell yourself the truth, the better.

Get out. Get our while you're still alive and have your sanity.

You are in a toxic relationship. Love is not enough to stay with someone. Be with someone who respects you. Love is blind and that is why you refuse to see the situation as it really is. You are desperately trying to convince yourself that there is something to be saved but believe me the earlier you get out of this the better it'll be for you. You don't need that kind of negativity in your life.

For your own sake, quit him.

You're trapped in a bubble of his lies and you see the truth right in front of you but you've been ignoring it because you feel like you will be alone without him. Lot's of women stay in abusive relationships for the same reason. He doesn't appreciate you and trust me, a time will come when he will kick you out of his life, so you go ahead and do it first. And you will see what a difference there will be in your life, peace, happiness, contentment. It's okay to be a single independent woman. In fact, it's the best. Whatever weight brings you down in life, cut those losses and free yourself. Only you can love yourself truly, put yourself first and fight for your own respect and dignity. You only need you.

Tl, dr chicks love that bad boy dick

If you worked full time and your job only paid you for 50% of the time, would you tolerate it? No, you would go somewhere else where you would get paid a full days wages for a full days work. Why be in a full time relationship where you have part time benefits?

You are most certsinly being used for your kindness and money. If you do not go, you have no one to blame but you. I think you already knew the answer before posting.

Its ok to leave a relationship and you will find love again.

Sweetheart, take it from someone who has been there, and leave his sorry ass.

Yes, you're wasting your time. The longer you stick with him out of inertia or fear of losing the occasional good moments, the more time you will have wasted. Picture yourself twenty years down the line and still with him after tolerating his current behaviour for another two decades. Do you think you'd look back on those years as time well-spent? If not, then resolve to do something to make sure that doesn't happen and take at least a small step towards that change tomorrow and every day after.

Your story rings a bell. Have you posted about this before? If so, I'm sure you will have got much the same advice already.

Far too many details to pick out for specific comment, so I'll mention just one: as a guy, I can't imagine any circumstance when I'd buy condoms if I didn't at least hope I'd need them. Is he seriously suggesting that his scumbag buds all put their condoms on the table at the start of the night out just to prove they're tooled up or something?

The guy is playing you for a fool. I'm sure he's well aware of your psychological issues, and he's using those to get what he wants from you. I wouldn't be at all surprised if he and his bros all have a good laugh at how gullible and pliant you are and how he can make you dance to his tune. I know it's easy for others to say and much harder for you to act on it, but you really need to figure out how you can stop being a victim.

You're trap because you allow yourself to be.

There are billions of people in the world, there's no excuse for why you can't find someone else. There's no excuse for why you can't leave someone who hurts you so deeply on many levels. You love him? Love yourself more than him; because after all, he doesn't love you, so there's no reason to stay.

No, honey, what you need to do is to run, not walk, away from this guy. He is using you, and abusing you! What city are you in, chica? You need to try to get some help!

Forcing you to have an abortion, and then I'm sure he's probably had you babysit his child is very dehumanizing for you! You need to get away from his selfish, two-timing ass. He sounds like an evil person. I'm dead serious, girl!

What advice do you need about your physically abusive, emotionally abusive and cheating, man child, boyfriend who treats you like a piece of shit?

this is a toxic relationship that needs to end NOW.
wish u luck <3

sounds like stocolmo syndrome. Really, get TF out of there