Is it normal to hate attn yet still professionally perform on stage?
I am a professional musician and I want to be successful in life (DUH) and enjoy my life and career at the same time. I love performing on stage and especially collaborating with other musicians. But I f*cking hate other peoples' attention. I don't like talking to strangers, I wanna have a patio but surounded by plants and trees so my neighbors can't see me, blablabla