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I used to have a bad coke habit but I've been clean for awhile. But everytime I get drunk I start asking anyone and everyone if they can get me coke. And if I do score, I go CRAZY. I always feel so guilty the next day. Am I ever going to get over this!?
yeah, I like to do coke when drunk too.. lol, but seriously, if it's negatively affecting your life like this, you may needvto lay off the booze. I think that in NA programs even when a different drug is what fuct u up, ur still not allowed to drink either. bcuz it lowers your inhibitions and causes you to relapse. sux but true! so, ur gonna have to figure out yourself if it's worth it. good luck.
Drinking and doing drugs go together. It's kinda like when people fiend for a smoke when their drunk, if you do the two together for a while you just they meld together in your mind.
Try smoking weed or something when you drink it might pacify and make you less likely to act impulsively on your drunk thoughts.
I don't know why the rating is so low on this thread but as far as I know (being an experience yet regulated coke user) the two drugs (let's be honest now, alcohol IS a drug) are quite related.
When I drink (note: not simply drink a beverage containing alcohol but really get drunk) the urge for cocaine grows exponentially.
In my experience a similar thing happens that when using coke the urge to smoke cigarettes (technically a drug too)grows as well.
Interesting and very true yet unexplained.
I agree with imustknow, I'm also a former addict from coke and opiates.Whenever I drank I'd really want coke, more than any other drug (and this was when I was really addicted to opiates).my drug friends then were the same, we would always find someone's house to go to and stay up till like 8 am...
Coke sucks after a while when you stop getting the good feelings, and still have those reward centers wanting it.. Ugh,
Also, did you know cocaine mixed with Alcohol makes a deadly toxic mix in your lliver, this is the number one reason people are admitted to the hospital relating to drugs, and many people die.
I'm over3 years sober and still have liver damage...but I'm eating well and walk a lot, so hopefully it will heal.
Is it normal? Yes it is normal behavior for an addict/alcoholic to behave this way. I am clean and sober from coke/alcohol/pills. I am sober 4.5 years now, but it took me SEVERAL relapses before I finally stopped for what I hope is forever. You asked, as I did, "am I ever going to get over this?!" Here's the only answer that helped me: when the sense of hopelessness and defeat are great enough, you will either go to a rehab, or get to a 12 step meeting. But it sounds like you aren't as hopelessly defeated as you need to be to finally get and stay clean and sober. Its tremendously dificult being in your position. I remember. I hope you make it to sobriety.