Is it normal to get turned off in the first time?
So...
I used to see lots of naked women on the internet, masturbate a lot. I got messed up with the thought that I'd probably be gay and several other stuff that has played a role in my life which still mirrors a lil bit currently in my life, but all of theses things I got past and now I'm looking for a girlfriend not for the love and to be truthful I want one just for sex.
As I told you about "stuff that played a role in my life" was a head problem which I had and had to take medicines and I just didnt have libido to chase for sex and girls. Today I'm 20 and never had a GF though I've kissed several girls but still am virgin.
Some weeks ago I went to travel to the beach and got out to look for a bitch to finally get myself free of this fucking virginity but that problem is that when I was THERE I didn't get aroused at all, the woman was terrible she looked like a bear without clothes and thats why I think I just didnt feel anything though I was nervous as well
But that gay cofusion popped back into my head...
Is it normal to turn down RIGHT on time to have sex? Even with the woman turned her ass on me? I'm more and more sure that I'm hetero... so is it normal?