Is it normal to get this angry at my housemate?
So recently, my housemate just switched channels on the TV while I was watching my favourite show, I got so angry that I screamed as loudly as I could for about 30 seconds non-stop, then curled up into a little ball on the floor and started trembling with rage. He was laughing at me after I finished, and I got so mad that I could literally feel the rage bursting through my skin. I ended up smashing a coffee table in half, kicking my bedroom door down, then I hid under my sheets and started crying.
I just hate him so FUCKING MUCH!! HE'S SO MEAN!! He doesn't think about anyone but himself. I sometimes find myself getting so angry I just want to brutally kill him and cause him a lot of pain. I would never do this, obviously, but I often think about it. I just want to END him. He makes me so mad that it feels like my skin is literally crawling with anger.
He says I'm being childish, but I'm 20! I'm not a child and I don't act like one. He's a fucking asshole and keeps blaming me and being mean to me about everything!