Is it normal to get stressed about teenage sexual mistakes

I'm 19. When I was about 8, a neighbor blackmailed me into sodomy. It bothered me, but I've never told anybody.When about 11,I got involved in sexual play with cousin and neighbor. Then during 11-14 I had sex(not penetration) with 2 neighbors(about 7 years and 9 years of age) and 2 couins(about 6 years and 8 years). I didn't have any idea about what I was doing. But when I realized it's wrong(when I was 14) I stopped all this and started living normally. Then when 17 a cousin(she was 14) asked me to have sex with her, I didn't deny at once but I decided not to do it and made her understand that it's wrong.I've been living normally. But I don't know all this has been bothering me a lot for 2-3 days.

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Based on 8 votes (3 yes)
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Comments ( 5 )
  • Cheese123

    You should be bothered. The blackmailer raped you, a child. Call the police and make him et punished.

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  • pixie_dust

    u should talk to a therapist

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  • bleach_baby

    thats fucked up man, thats abuse, of course its gunna bother you, I cant really offer any productive advice except maybe for therapy. sorry for u man

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  • dot_r_loser

    Just live, shit happens and things could have always gone worse. Live.

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  • it means nothing look at oprah

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