Is it normal to forget who you are?

Let's face reality for one nanosecond: I'm a crook, a criminal, a fraud, and I'm proud of it. I mingle crime with belief in crime, the latter not being illegal in itself. If you kill people as an illegalist, that's not illegal, it's just a belief that it's illegal, but if it was an actual killing it's illegal, no question. It's odd that illegalism isn't a crime, but everyone gives reverence to it like it's a profound philosophy, saying in all happiness "you're bad!", and I like being bad. I know I'm a Christian but it didn't say anything about crime. It took a dream to remind me of what I forgot, it said: "you're a crook!", this is how I remembered who I am. I like stealing, robbing, resisting arrest and going to gaol. I know crime is mostly illegal because it's evil, but this is nothing compared to evil. I like the work of a spiv, on the other hand, this ideology didn't do me any good with the authorities, and sometimes it got me in trouble, and even thrown in gaol, but when I told the police I was a criminal they didn't believe me, I told them I'm a damn illegalist for God sake, it's real crime, not thinking of crime, but legally it's a belief and not a crime. Is any of this normal?

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22% Normal
Based on 9 votes (2 yes)
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Comments ( 11 )
  • paramore93

    I hope one day you find peace.

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    • Hansberger

      I already have freedom from disquieting and oppressive thoughts and emotions, and quiet and tranquility, and harmony in personal relations, and an agreement to end hostilities, and mutual concord between all nations, so yes, I found peace!

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  • lordofopinions

    I tried to wrap my head around this. So you have never committed a crime but fantasized about it and you're wondering if it's normal?

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    • Hansberger

      Don't kid yourself, I'm a badass, I committed crime lots of times (and also went to court lots of times), this is why I had trouble with morality and making up a code. When I make up a moral code, I invent ways to get away with evils that other people would get in trouble for, and I get away with them! I even hate and get away with it. I often was selfish and got away with it. But to some people, it's not a moral code, it's invented rules to get away with things, doing whatever I want. I got in trouble with the law for the work of a spiv, and people thought that was weird, in those days I lived a weird life, I even dressed like a woman in public and got laughed at and kicked (not a crime being a woman, it's legally a good thing). But the thing is I found loopholes in the evils not allowed in Christian Science, and when it said nothing about them, I committed them. But I no longer invent rules for myself, most of what I do isn't illegal, but people think I'm immoral. But that's illusion, error, and nothingness, since nothing is immoral.

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      • McBean

        Write evil drama for television. Make it exciting.

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        • Hansberger

          That's all well and good but I decided philosophy is needed to make the world happy, because at least it's a guide to living life.

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          • McBean

            As will be demonstrated in your television dramas.

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            • Hansberger

              Woohoo! I knew you would have a sweet conclusion!

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  • jack_shephard

    You have just watched some cliché psychological drama movie & shitty ones too...
    So no not any of this is normal.
    don't even go in the writing section.

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  • Notderanged

    Jeez, how many questions are you going to ask, your questions usually revolve around the same topic also. I know I'm getting tired of your shit. Let's name a city and time. We can have a duel to see who's a better killer. The city will be our battlegrounds, we can move anywhere within the perimeter of the city. The game ends when one of us dies.

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    • lordofopinions

      Whoever has the most toys when they die wins. Didn't you read the rule book?

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