Is it normal to forget who you are?
Let's face reality for one nanosecond: I'm a crook, a criminal, a fraud, and I'm proud of it. I mingle crime with belief in crime, the latter not being illegal in itself. If you kill people as an illegalist, that's not illegal, it's just a belief that it's illegal, but if it was an actual killing it's illegal, no question. It's odd that illegalism isn't a crime, but everyone gives reverence to it like it's a profound philosophy, saying in all happiness "you're bad!", and I like being bad. I know I'm a Christian but it didn't say anything about crime. It took a dream to remind me of what I forgot, it said: "you're a crook!", this is how I remembered who I am. I like stealing, robbing, resisting arrest and going to gaol. I know crime is mostly illegal because it's evil, but this is nothing compared to evil. I like the work of a spiv, on the other hand, this ideology didn't do me any good with the authorities, and sometimes it got me in trouble, and even thrown in gaol, but when I told the police I was a criminal they didn't believe me, I told them I'm a damn illegalist for God sake, it's real crime, not thinking of crime, but legally it's a belief and not a crime. Is any of this normal?