Is it normal to find my mother sexually attractive?
I am in my late 2o's and all my life I have found my mother sexually attractive I don't live with my parents anymore I am a married man but deep down I have always wanted to sleep with my mother.growing up I used to get turned on by her I used to go through her phone and laptop to see naked pics of her and sex videos that they made and copy the images and video.my mother always walks around the house with barely nothing on and I was always turned on by that it didn't leave much to the imagination.i have always had this crush on her thank goodness I moved out or I would have tried to ask her to please me but lately these thoughts have come back when I am making love to my wife I am thinking my wife is my mother.i have tried to control these thoughts but lately all I seem to think about is my mother sexually I have never told anyone about my desires is this thought pattern normal please help me??