Is it normal to find gush with lust when this guy smiles
I work with this guy that SUPER HOT!! Normally I Would just get use to it and forget about his looks. He's not my type and is way to straight faced, But on rare occations he smiles and it's the sexiest thing I've ever seen. It make me melt with lust, I just want to grab him and ... Well get really crazy! This makes me sooo bashfull, I die if he knew.
We both have great families so there's No chance of a hook up.
The thing is this has been going on for like a year. I've never felt this way before. Is it normal to feel this way for so long and so strong?