Is it normal to find grunge relaxing
When i listen to a grunge song i feel happy truly happy just the sound of yelling or something. Pearl jam nirvana alice in chains it relaxes me. The sheer sound of yelling. The guitar playing power chords the bass mimicking it with distortion blazing. Heavy dream beats the lyrics full of nihilism... Its like i feel really truly happy not like my life is fake. No its like the music is my life sloppy pointless stupid like everyone else's like everyone else's life i just feel like i don't give a fuck and the world is true. My leg twitches my heart beats the drum beats slowly getting faster the feel to it is amazing i dont know why i dont know why I DONT KNOW WHY. The screeching voice makes me happy daydream even to the sadest songs the deepest anger the songs about how people stuck on heroine makes me remember sneaking away to a bar when i was little and having the bartender give us free soda's and hot wings and talking to the people and running home as fast as we could at night. Though to the untrained ear this music sounds like crap!! it does sound like crap like awesome crap, but when i listen to happy songs i feel sad. Its like polar opposites. When i hear a song on the radio about love i get sick, but when its about going through rehab or dieing it makes me happy.