Is it normal to feel too ugly to be around my boyfriend?

We've been best friends for around a year and started dating a few months ago. I know that im a beautiful girl inside and out but im so broken that I can't even stand to be around people. I tell him over and over that he deserves someone who can see him all the time because I cant I have this need to be alone. Still he's there for me and doesn't leave

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  • redrainbow22

    Thats good! :) Hes a true boyfriend then!

    Keep him! Hes the kind of guy you want!

    You have what sounds like anti-socialness, and its good hes there for you~

    He should try to help you break out of that. You'll feel much better believe me

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  • Toastedtoast

    I deleted it bc you called out my contradictory wording without knowing who I am or what i look like. It was my first post so I deleted it after replying then realized I shouldn't have. It is what it is guess everyone's their own worst critic

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  • And yea I used contradictory words. I am beautiful I had 3k instagram followers while following 500. I had a breakdown and erased all my social media. Ik that social media isn't a good indicator of beauty but I can't post pics on here im just trying to get the point across how fucked up I am on the inside. Like everyone else sees beauty but I see flaws

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    • lgk7

      Nice job deleting my post you fake ass troll.

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    • redrainbow22

      I mean looks are nice to have, but they arent the most important thing in the world

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